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so........ im bored [Jul. 17th, 2006|12:46 am]
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(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

I miss somebody right now. I don't watch much TV these days. I own lots of books.
× I wear glasses or contact lenses.  (no) I love to play video games. × I've tried marijuana(ive not, this consciousness is unchained and infinite within me)
× I've watched porn movies.  (no) × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.  (no) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.  (i am an ever changing entity) × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.  (sharp objects are scary)
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× I have broken someone's bones(no, i dont like that sound or feeling) × I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.  (no, im an open book of symbols and psychological metaphors) × I hate the rain(i love the rain)
× I'm paranoid at times.  (i suppose ive my times as does everyone) × I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.  (no) × I need/want money right now.  (money is made up... who really needs it?)
× I love sushi(i honestly dont know) × I talk really, really fast.  (i talk really, really slow) I have fresh breath in the morning.  (of course)
I have long hair. × I have lost money in Las Vegas.  (no) I have at least one sibling.  (actually, four)
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S.  (no) × I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.  (no) × I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.  (no)
I like the way that I look.  (its me) × I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.  (no) × I am usually pessimistic(i can be)
× I have a lot of mood swings(i do have my times) × I think prostitution should be legalized.  (i think it doesnt really matter... i honestly think government shouldnt either, why should they? theyre the foundation for society, not the cage... too many restrictive laws.... goverment is far too big, a mess, and neither benefits me or concerns me one way or the other) × I slept with a roommate(no, i dont think he would like that)
× I have a hidden talent(not that i know of) × I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.  (no, not at all) × I have a lot of friends(no)
× I have pecked someone of the same sex(i dont like that word, what happened to 'made love'?) × I enjoy talking on the phone.   (no... well, it depends) × I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.  (no)
I love to shop and/or window shop. × I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal(not so much) × I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother(not at all, i love shopping and going out with mom, shes so wonderful)
I have a mobile phone. × I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.  (no) × I've rejected someone before.  (theres no one to reject)
× I currently like/love someone. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. × I want to have children in the future.  (children are really wonderful, but i am not)
× I have changed a diaper before.  (no) × I've called the cops on a friend before.  (no) × I'm not allergic to anything.  (im much better than i was when i was younger)
I have a lot to learn. I am shy around the opposite sex. × I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.  (no)
× I have at least 5 away messages saved.  (no) I have tried alcohol or drugs before.  (beer and wine.... beer is a waste of time) × I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.  (no)
× I own the "South Park" movie.  (definitely not) × I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal(no) I enjoy some country music.  (i love old country:johnny cash, marty robbins, connie smith, willie nelson, patsy cline etc)
I would die for my best friends.  (i like to think im that loyal, bold, and brave) × I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist(at times) × I have used my sexuality to advance my career.  (no, i dont have any sexuality to use)
× I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.  (no) × I have dated a close friend's ex(no) × I am happy at this moment.  (what is happiness? but a feeling in flux... im peaceful)
× I'm obsessed with guys(not completely) × Democrat(politics are useless) × Republican(again)
I don't even know what I am. × I am punk rockish.  (labels?) × I go for older guys/girls, not younger.  (it just depends on the person i suppose)
× I study for tests most of the time.  (no) × I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.  (i dont know) × I can work on a car(no)
I love my job(s). I am comfortable with who I am right now. × I have more than just my ears pierced(no)
I walk barefoot wherever I can. × I have jumped off a bridge(no) × I love sea turtles(theyre neat)
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup(no) I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.  (who am i to plan anything?what is a plan? a dream conjured up in the ego completely constructed of some desire(s) that are totally meaningless?) I am proficient on a musical instrument.  (i guess so)
I hate office jobs. × I went to college out of state.  (no) × I am adopted(no)
× I am a pyro.   (no) I have thrown up from crying too much. × I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.  (i.... no)
× I fall for the worst people.  (no) I adore bright colours.  (i just adore colours) × I usually like covers better than originals.   (theres no yes or no here)
I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.  (yeah) × I can pick up things with my toes.  (no?) × I can't whistle(yes i can)
× I have ridden/owned a horse(i think i rode one once) × I still have every journal I've ever written in.  (no) × I talk in my sleep.  (somniloquy? no, thats my brother)
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century(my mom thinks so... but id probably be stoned in any other century (you know, put to death...)) × I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.  (.... maybe) × I wear a toe ring(no)
× I have a tattoo(no) × I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.  (no) × I am a caffeine junkie.  (no... i drink lots of soda, but no)
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.  (tree-huggy spiritual? what is that?) × If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder(no) × I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.  (records?)
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.  (goes great with mac n cheese) I'm an artist. I am ambidextrous.
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.  (all my stuffed animals are in storage now...) × If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony(hmm...) I have terrible teeth.
× I hate my toes(...?) I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me. I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
× I have lived in either three different states or countries(no) × I am extremely flexible(no) × I love hugs more than kisses.
× I want to own my own business(no) × I smoke(no) I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
Nobody has ever said I'm normal. Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then. × I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.  (no)
× I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.  (what?) I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me. I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
× I have played strip poker with someone else before.  (no) × I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.  (i am my own help) × I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
× I can't stand being alone(but yet i always am/will be) I have at least one obsession at any given time. × I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.  (no)
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.  (no?) × I'm a judgmental asshole(no) × I'm a HUGE drama-queen(no)
× I have travelled on more than one continent(no) × I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.  (i used to) I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
× I am a Libertarian(labels again) × I can speak more than one language(i wish) × I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.  (i dont really sleep much)
I would rather read than watch TV. × I like reading fact more than fiction.  (i like both) I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
I have no piercings. × I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.  (no) × I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.  (no)
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.  (no) × There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.  (when i was younger) × I like most animals better than most people.  (i really love my cat)
× I own a collection of retro games consoles(i used to have an atari 2600, atari 5200, 2 nes, snes, playstation, and n64) × The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.  (i need more of this) × I have hit someone with a dead fish(id like to)
I am compulsively honest. × I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.  (no) × I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.  (no)
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex(no) I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders. × I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.  (i dont forget, i just dont feel like it)
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.  (no) × I dislike milk(its not healthy... i actually really like whole milk though) × I obsessively wash my hands.  (to an extent)
I always carry something significant around with me.  (my notebook) × Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.  (no) I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother. × I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.  (no, html is easy but also a waste of time) I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.  (no) × Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.  (i am compassion) × I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.  (no)
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts(... i 'get' it) × I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.  (.... people will do what they do, ive no place to judge) I don't like to chew gum.  (i used to always chew gum as a lad)
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.  (i do enjoy history, but.... time travel is impossible, it only exists within you, which is to say its not impossible) × I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car(its not that, its my keys i alawys lose) I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other. × I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.  (no) I love to sing.
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.  (sadly, my mother doesnt have a basement... but i lived in my grandmothers basement for a year) × I have a custom-built computer(my brother does, ive not the money to do that) I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.  (did i just check that?)
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.  (well, Fred is very understanding) × I've gone skinny-dipping(no) × I've performed in three plays(no)
I enjoy burritos. × I'm Irish and loving it.  (no, im bloody english) × I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin(no) Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'. × Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.  (no, im pathetic)
× I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.  (no, im always learning, always growing.... what is a mistake? is there an indellible line dividing right from wrong? isnt it all subjective?) × I sleep more than 12 hours a day.  (no) I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
× I need more time to myself.  (i need time with others) × I wish I was more open-minded(i am) × I hope that I go really prematurely grey.  (ive actually found a few gray hairs... its gonna be awesome when my long hair is all gray and crazy)
I download songs from the internet. × I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.  (no) × I say random things to freak people out.  (i say them to get a laugh, because its really good to laugh)
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note(what is this?) × I love playing Truth or Dare(no) × I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.  (why?)
Music helps me remember that I am not alone. × Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.  (no... music) × I think this survey is particularly long.  (so?)
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.  (yes, my only friend is a wonderful friend indeed) × I can only hate someone that I love.  (i dont believe in hate) × I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks(i dont go to starbucks)

[User Picture]From: dramatcbisexual
2006-07-18 12:28 am (UTC)
I'm chicken, so I didn't ask again x_X but I'll find out, I promise.
I hope you had a wonderful day ♥
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[User Picture]From: bizarre_version
2006-08-02 05:43 am (UTC)
I added you...so you know.
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